Wednesday, January 23, 2008
grrr tiger
So today didnt go too hot with the doctors:( You know the feeling of the rug getting pulled out from underneath your feet? welp that happened ONCE again today! Turns out the doctors think that my son is severly delayed on his motor skills, that there is a problem nurolgy, and that he is most likely going to be handicap! This was shock to hear because i though he was doing so well, but once they started to point things out that was wrong it was like they popped my bubble...it took EVERYTHING i had not to break down untill i got into the car! I know that no matter what im still going to love my son and that we will get through it but it have people CONSTINTLY telling you that your son has a rough road ahead of him and ALWAYS getting bad news...it takes a toll on a person, ecspecialy a mommy. i cant help but think of the future struggles..i want the best for him!!! i just want to scream. Everyone is telling me that things are going to be okay and to have faith and im greatful and i agree but i just want to break down!!!!!sometimes people just need to realize that yes things are going to be okay but right now, this moment, my heart is breaking, just let it break! it will mend and make me stronger, but i need to cry!
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You just cry then! Jesus Himself wept and understands each tear that falls down your cheek. I will cry with you, friend, if that is what you need. It's healthy, it's needed and sometimes you just have to let it out. But don't let me tell you that...you understand. And eventually, you will see the horizon of hope. After all, it is in the eyes of your little boy as you hold him. Love you, girl! :)
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