Tuesday, December 29, 2009

The Stork paid me a visit!

Yep, that's right! I'M PREGNANT!

I'm very excited/scared all at the same time. Excited that i have a little bun in the oven but scared out of my mind because of what happened with Mikee! But i know that God is in control and he believes that i can handle this so here i go!!

But i do have to say finding out i was preggers was a little rough. I went to the doctors yesterday to do some tests. Later that day the nurse called me to inform me that my body wasn't handling the pregnancy that well and that i wasn't producing hardly any placenta, which means i needed to prepare for a miscarriage...that's when my heart broke into a million pieces...After i got done calling Andy and sobbing for an hour the doctor called once again to inform me that they made a mistake, that they got my results and another patient mixed up....and that i was a very pregnant and healthy. I Bawled again...good tears this time...but i couldn't help but feel heartbroken for the mother who's test results i did receive. My heat goes out to her and her family...i only felt that pain for one hour, i cant imagine feeling it forever.

But i want to leave this post on a good note...I asked mikee what he wanted to name the baby and he decided on Bam Bam..I'm hoping for a pebbles!